meow, it's college.

a different kind of stress.

these are the symptoms of this unique brand of stress i’m feeling for the first time:

* heartburnish all over
* a “burning” left ear
* middle of my head kind of feels like lead
* weird tummy feelings

that’s about it.

life is ridiculous right now. the next break we get is for thanksgiving and i can’t even look forward to that because i know that i have TONS of important stuff to do before that.

nobody said it’d be easy.

the big 3.

shower.
laundry.
continuation of homework.

which will it be????

oh!

new nonschool related development!

i’ve been watching the BALLS off of true blood for the past 2 days. too bad i have to drop the show for a while and satisfy my conscience and do work.

life as of now.

oh right, i’m supposed to write about how things are going every once and a while. well, here it is:

school: i go to class. i try to do homework. sometimes i push it aside, but for the most part, i dont.
extracurricular activities: naps, tv, trying to speak low enough so that the RA doesn’t get a ‘tude.
the “college experience”: it’s hard for me to meet new people due to my social anxiety and insecurities along with the fact that i’m buried in homework and exhaustion. despite these facts, i remain positive that i’ll meet new people. after all, i am surrounded by 40,000 people.
home life: parents wanna know how i am, i let em know. i’m ok. really.

all in all, i’m happy.

love.

i saw a dude wearing a descendents t-shirt riding his bike on campus.

i knew then and there we’d get married.